| The third excerpt represents the element of Water. It speaks of pure spiritual influences and feelings of love, and is drawn from The Forged Coupon by Leo Tolstoy: borrowed some from Petia Grouchetsky. Was
that so very wicked of me? Another father
would have been sorry for me; would have asked
how it all happened; whereas he just called me
names. He never thinks of anything but himself.
When it is he who has not got something he wants
--that is a different matter! Then all the house
is upset by his shouts. And I--I am a scoundrel,
a cheat, he says. No, I don't love him, although
he is my father. It may be wrong, but I hate
him."
 The Forged Coupon |
The fourth excerpt represents the element of Earth. It speaks of physical influences and the impact of the unseen on the visible world, and is drawn from The American by Henry James: "It is not marrying you; it is doing all that would go with it.
It's the rupture, the defiance, the insisting upon being happy in my own way.
What right have I to be happy when--when"--And she paused.
"When what?" said Newman.
"When others have been most unhappy!"
"What others?" Newman asked. "What have you to do with any others but me?
Besides you said just now that you wanted happiness, and that you should find
it by obeying your mother. You contradict yourself."
"Yes, I contradict myself; that shows you that I am not even intelligent."
"You are laughing at me!" cried Newman. "You are mocking me!"
She looked at him intently, and an observer might have said
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