The excerpt represents the core issue or deciding factor on which you must meditate, and is drawn from Camille by Alexandre Dumas: reply it will be sent."
She was asleep!
Twenty times I was on the point of sending to get the letter
back, but every time I said to myself: "Perhaps she will have got
it already, and it would look as if I have repented of sending
it."
As the hour at which it seemed likely that she would reply came
nearer, I regretted more and more that I had written. The clock
struck, ten, eleven, twelve. At twelve I was on the point of
keeping the appointment as if nothing had happened. In the end I
could see no way out of the circle of fire which closed upon me.
 Camille |